strum

you're my song.

it's been so long.
i never had a chance to play this for you.
cos everytime the music starts,
i always cannot go with the tune.
and then you went away,
now the lyrics seem to stray.
so ~~how~~ can i not love you?
when i live just for you.
you took away the heart in me,
that once beat in harmony.
now, i am torn apart,
feeling unemotional somehow.
sometimes, i can't help but cry.
i miss the way we used to be.
and the sad part,
the song i made,
is just a music that will fade.

and the reasonis you.

steph
this is just an extended page that i'llput poems or random little things in if they don't seem to fit into what i classify as a journal entry:P

i found a reason for me. to change who i used to be. reason to start over new. and the reason is you. i found a reason to show. a side of me you didn't know. reason for all that i do. and the reason is you.

but everythingmeans nothing.

~.p.o.e.m.s.~

Thursday, January 26, 2006

I'm tired of your promises, I'm weary of your lies
I'm sick to death of broken vows and vapid false replies

you're still the ones who can make me cry ... so easily

I'm missing pieces of my heart from bittersweet goodbyes
I'm fading from the storm of tears and neverending sighs

you know, you're really pretty when you smile.

There's nothing to complain about I know I have been blessed
And someone else has got it worse than me I must confess

don't you feel petty and ungrateful now, angsting about your life when others have much more reason to complain?

But knowing that I shouldn't cannot stop the way I feel
And hiding will not change the fact that they will still be real

I'm sorry that all I ever seem to do is hurt people

I feel too much and fall too soon but one thing that I know

That I will live aim for the moon

and I will learn even if you miss

and I know I will grow you could land among the stars

if i ain't got you|11:52 pm

~.p.o.e.m.s.~

Saturday, January 21, 2006

'In the depths of winter, I finally learned that within me lay an invincible summer'

Albert Camus

if i ain't got you|4:06 am

i'm crazyfor you.

~.r.a.n.d.o.m. .t.h.o.u.g.h.t.s.~

ok.most of these aren't mine. just little things i found here and there that struck me.

apply the cross to your life as it is and not as you dream it to be--sermon

If a man does not keep pace with his companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away. -- Henry David Thoreau (1817-1862)

A man should hear a little music, read a little poetry, and see a fine picture every day of his life, in order that worldly cares may not obliterate the sense of the beautiful which God has implanted in the human soul. -- Johann Wolfgang von Goethe (1749-1832)

I shut my eyes in order to see. -- Paul Gauguin

maybe all the things you do keep going wrong because you keep doing the wrong things --uncorked

"is this what you really want? for me to go?"
"it doesn't matter what i want, if you can't bring yourself to stay" --me